Monday, July 31, 2006

waking up....

i m not afraid even if i die tomorrow... coz death knocks on everyones door sometimes early and sometimes late. thts why i m so proud of having a life and a part of nature. i m proud of being myself. life has become just a dream to me now... i just wait for the day when i will actually wake up and discover the truth. but i really enjoy my dream though... sometimes it makes me cry but all the other time it makes me smile. may be when i wake up i would have to face a harder world and tough life. maybe then i would remember my dream again and again... i would miss it then.. thts why always enjoy ur life... every moment of it...
the opposite can also happen. maybe this dream is the introduction to tht happy waking up ... the happier World.
i just can wait to wake up... but lets finish the dream first.......

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

She is sick.

She looks awful in the bed.

Her mouth is crooked now.

She pauses after every small speech.....
for some breath, some rest to say the next thing.....

She holds my hand and keeps on holding it. Sometimes she squeezed it.

She looks so tired, as if she is resting atlast after doing the day's work, life's work.

But her life's work has not ended yet. She has to be there for some more time to give us happiness, to make us smile...

Sheshould be there as the One whom all admire.....
I know she will get better........ but she wont become as she was before, they say.

Why is Nature so merciless for people like her? Why??

She look s so sickly, like other grandmas. But she is not at all like them. She was the Exception. She was everyone's inspiration and she still is ................ my Inspiration.

But i just cant hold on my tears......why is she getting such a bad punishment?

I love her sooo much.

Please get well soon......just for us......

We all love you respect you too much....

You dont suite in the bed. Get up soon and resume your vegetable marketing, bathroom cleaning, etc....

Lots of Love
Hiya