this card is dedicated to all viewers and my close ones... 

I have nothing more to say...........

unfair

unfair! unfair! very unfair! grrrrrrrrrrrr!

yesterday was my phy sc test. i worked sooooo hard, read and re-read the chapter twice or thrice........but.....oh i cant think of it! :(
our teacher gave us a sum, and 3 ques. at class he only had taught us the method of how to convert from celcius to farenheit and viceversa. he didnt teach us how to do that sum which he gave us to do. well, i wont say that not a single person could do it... no i wont say that. we have some brainy students in our class -- Arijit Santra, Abhra. but others were able to achieve success in doing it simply because of their tuitions. in there, their tutors teach them the different formulae of doing physics sums...so obviously they can do them. but i dont go to to any tuitions and so i have to do evrything all by myself. i tried so hard before this exam but still i didnt get tht sum correct. how irritating! i am soooooooooooo disappointed and sad and unhappy with my preparation. i practice so many sums all year but still cannot get above 90 all these years. 85, 79.... are my secured marks.
the ones who go to tuitions get 95 above in maths. just because of the tuitions they get it. i am sure if they had no tuitions, they would have got worse marks than me. they dont have to write ques ans as they get the notes from their tutors. but i have to compose every ans all by myself. thts why they get 70 and me 55 , 65.
BUT I AM NOT GOING TO ACCEPT DEFEAT SO EASILY. I WILL BEAT THOSE TUTORS AND STUDENTS. I WILL I WILL I WILL DO IT, BECAUSE I CAN!
COME ON U GUYS, LETS HAVE A FIGHTIN THE ANNUAL. I AM SURE THAT U WILL HAVE TO PAY RESPECT TO MY HARD TOILS! JUST SEE..................

Usual But unusual!

Today is Sunday. i think i m going to write what happened from the morning. before that i must say that i am not going to write in the SMS ENGLISH anymore because i have got a bit disgusted with it. but remember one thing, i didnt make this revolution just because dada scolded me for it...i do feel a bit tired with that language.
Anyways, back to Sunday Morning. i woke up at 8 pm. i brushed my teeth, read the newspaper and had tea. then i began doing Maths. to my suprise i did 11 sumsof Algebra in a very short span of time. the 12th one was a bit tough (to me). it took 1 1/2 page to solve. i was very confused but then my tubelight mind at last switched on and i did it. I DID IT! YES! YES! YESSSSS! it feels really good when you solve a mathematical problem after a hard work. i wont say that i did a hard work but still i felt better...
Then my sweety dearie mummy (not the egyptian one) laid the breakfast and the others came one by one, that includes Tilakmama Dada and Pops(father). in the breakfast we had luchi and dal and achar and sweets. i ate 4 luchis a bit of dal, a lot of achar and a misti. then ma gave us coffee. after the eating session was over, i went back to studies. i did a few more sums and then prepared Hindi. we have a test on friday. these exams never leave our backs. GRRRRRR!
i finished preparing the chapter,"Bare Bhai Ka Aadar". i really wonder why the parents during Gandhiji's time taught them wrong things. in the chapter it stated that during his childhood Mahatma gandhi once climbed a mango tree to pick some mangoes. seeing this his elder brother came straight to him and without saying anything he boxed mohondas' ears and slapped him! how unfair...elders bros are always like this. bechara gandhiji went to his mother and reported her what had happened. his mother (very much unlike mine...) asked him to take his revenge by beating him. how can a mother say things like these? during those days the parents did teach wrong things, that's why today elders are always fighting with each other, you see.
then gandhiji said that he wont do so as he is his elder bro. the mother praises him for this...end of story. Fine, that was a good thing to do i must admit. but if someone asks me to take revenge on my bro by beating him just because he showed me the right thing to do. i must get credit too, then... ofcourse noone will say so and there is no chance of being praised for it. Very unfair it is isn't it??
Afterwards, i played badminton with baba for a short time. because very soon i slipped on the mud and fell. my finger got cut started bleeding. it felt so funny when i fell that i couldn't stop laughing!! hahahahaha!
then i went to the roof and played 1 is to 1 beat with baba. now i am posting in blog. my father has already told me once to go to bath. but only once... :)
it was indeed an usual Sunday Morning but somehow unusual!!
Dont you Think so?

Michael Jordan!

a bit of teaching...no harm done!

Lately i hav been teaching ma how to operate computer. Now i hav been gifted with a new studnt...pontai. its fun teaching thm. evry now nd thn they ask why m i doin ths why tht... i m ansering thm like a sir/aunty. i donno how much they undrstnd bout my ans.
but i do myslf get impatient whenvr they hold th emouse in a wrong way nd cannot find sum letter in the keyboard! pooh! wat a thng..
nyways they r improving a lot. today on his first lessn pontai wrote a lettr to piudi, he learnt to sitch on nd off the computernd diff func of Ms Word. he says tht i'll b paid. Haha
H hahahahahahahehehehehehehehhohohohohohoho!!!!!!!!!!!!

Open the windows .... wide

OH GOD!......

Wanna Try This?

My favourite song

STRANGE...isnt it?

"Stay the same...." thts the name of a song by sum singer calld... i dont rmmbr. i thnk evry word in tht song is true. it strts with 'dont u evr wish u were sum1 else.......' Absolutely correct tht is! i got proof yestrday...........

as planned b4 rituporna, my basketball frnd, came to my house with me aftr the practice. on the way, ritu informd me bout sumthn (sory i cant say tht) nd her mothr who was also coming with me, confirmed it. at first i couldnt bliev my ears, but as i had learnt to accept the truth frm incidents b4, i did so in this case too. i solved ritus probs concernin email. she was vry happy. aftr doing a few more things in the computer she went home with her mothr...
ok tht was jus an introduction.... now cums the main thin..
i was vry sad aftr wat i had heard frm ritu. so i was vry quiet which was not at all usual.. well i didnt do it intentionally. didi, dadu, gargidi nd her mothr (my mami) had cum. they were talking among thmselves whn i silently entrd the room nd stood thre with no words. they noticed tht i was not talking which was really unusual to thm! they askd me the reason of my being silent whn i jus gav thm a small smile. throughout their visit i was quiet nd was thinkin bout wat i had heard. i was vry sad. they jus joked on me nd gargidi for we were not talking to each othr. aftr few mins they decidd to go. altho they didnt question me ny furthr i couldnt escape the watchful eyes of my mothr. she went on asking me what had happend nd i couldnt find nythn else to do othr thn laughing. later on she bcame vry serious bout the mattter nd said, " hiya ki hoyeche tomar bolo ami jante chai." i rplied, "protyekdinto bolo ami beshi kotha bolchi, okarone kotha bolchi. ekhon ami chup kore achi ekhon bolcho kotha bolte!' ma said "thik acche". see! whn u stay normal as u r in general, ppl will ask u not to b so, they will ask u to be 'bhalo'. whn u r so, ppl dont like tht too. its really strnge...thts y i thnk we shud all -----

STAY THE SAME!

the hungry tide---ok....

i finished the book today, The Hungry Tide" by Amitaav Ghosh. i strtd rdin it quite a long time ago on panchami. its an adult book which ma gav me to read. so the language nd xpressions were quite hard +new to me. gradually i got used to it. it is a book on the tide country of sundarbans. the life in the country where most of the land sinks regularly evryday. the main characters were kanai, piya, nirmal, kusum, fokir. fokir died in the cyclone tht took place at the vry end of the story. he does not hav a single sppech here. still he became the hero by helping nd saving piya in many ways. piya was a cetologist who came thre to find info bout the Oraella dolphin nd Gangetic Dolphin. kanai was a translator who came to Visit in lusibari on his aunt's call. he met piya on his way to Lusibari.
Nirmal had left a small package for kanai to open nd read. so his wife nirmala askd kanai to cum to Lusibari.
b4 1970s during the time of the division of bangla, ppl who were hindi were forced to leave their land nd come to india. they were gathered in a forst in Madhya Pradesh. frm there a group of ppl decided to return to their tide country as they cudnt bear the 'red' soil thre in MP. they settled on an island called Morichjhapi which was a part of the Forest Department. so, vry soon thre was a conflict btween the goverment nd fighting, bloodshedding strted. the settlers blievd in a god calld bon bibi.
i liked the book vry much nd was quite disappointd when fokir died. it was a diff world , away frm ours. the picture of the sundarbans, lusibari ..........it seemd like watching a movie.
i should giv marks----- 7/10

Rain Rain Evrywhre, No place to go!

Its Raining non-stop for the last 2 days..evry1 is takin a 'rainy day leave' includin my dada.....

i made it today....

Saptami

In the morning i dont rmmbr whthr i studied. Michael jordan came, to my gr8 suprise. we plannd tht we wll b goin 4 "thakur dekha" in the evnin. 'we' consistd of me baba nd chotka(mj). i was realy xitd. evnin came nd as usual baba was again late. to ma's suprise, dada came home aftr havin a sundae and bringin with him 3 icecreams(chocolate). ma stll cannot bliev tht he ate the whole of sundae with Rs 70.. we had the icecreams nd finally got out. we went to ballygunge/gariahat by bus. i was wearin the short kurta tht jethu had given me. it is vry vry nice. we first went to ekdalia evergreen. the lighting was xcellnt. an aeroplane, toy, was movin ovr our head. the pandal was xtrmly huge with spellbounding 'kaj'. we entrd the crowd and we didnt walk coz it was driving us in nd out the pandal. inside the pandal, thre hung a big 'jharlanthan'. beautiful, it was. the 'pratima' was the most beautiful one tht i hav evr seen..
nxt we went to singhipark. oh! i jus cant describe its 'mandap'. it was sooooooooooooo wonderful, nd xcellent nd was decorated gr8ly. the idol was fine.
thn we went to ballygunge cultural.
to be continued........

SHASTI

Yesterday was shasti. as usual i studied in the morning. it was rainin at 123opm and i thought tht the day's program is cancelld. the rain slowd down in the aftrnn. ma nd baba were nt at home. so i droppd the idea of goin out. thn i calld babusona 2 no at they wre doin tht evenin. i ws informd tht they were goin out 2 c the chetla pujos. i leapt with joy whn the chance of my goin out flashed in frnt of my eyes. baba came aftr few mins and it was made clear tht i m goin with babusona. i quickly dressed myself in jeans (piudi) nd yellow top. first we saw 24 pally thn two pujas near rakhi sangha. the idol of th e young's athletic club was the best. thn we went to tarun dal. the pandal was SUPERB! it was decorated with CDs, at the top there was an idol of Shiv with hands wide apart. it seemd as if he was going to dive! me babusona and mejhka had bhelpuri, phutchka respctively. we visitd the kolahal gosthi. thn we wen to dadubhai's. i couldnt get inside the room nd hence sat on the staires bcoz i had my snickers on. i waited for michael jordan(chotka) upto 10pm. stll he didnt come. whn we wre leaving he was seen comin. he informd us tht he had hoge to badamtala asharshanga. on our way we visitd the akal bodhon. i returnd home at1030pm

PANCHAMI

yesterday was panchami, mahapanchami which is the beginning of the durga puja. inspite of it, i had 2 do my lessons. in the morning i did grammar, dialoguewriting, maths. thn watchd the movie Gupi Bagha Fire Elo. my fathr, bro nd me sat glued in frnt of the tv. it was ofcourse an xellnt movie coz of its direction by satyajit ray. at 1pm i went 2 bathe. thn ma came frm school. we had our lunch at almost 130pm. dada went to his frnd's house. so i went to do computer. all the aftrnn i did. at 5pm dadu and dida came with a chocolate. at once i had 4 pieces. i fell aslp while talking with thm. when i woke up i went to ma nd again slept there upto 7pm. thn i got up, nd got absolutely confusd when i began thnking wat 2 wear. with the help frm my parents i wore piudi's capri and the pink top of pantaloons. baba and me went on foot to badamtala asharshangha. thre was a huge crowd altho no lines in the badamtala. its thme was indonesia bombblast. it was all the same like othr yrs. i didnt like it much...
nxt we went 2 66palli. its thme was 'shaktisthal'. i likd ths 1. we had 2 stnd in a line which movd forward quite fast. it sowd my gods and goddesses. some of thm look strange. the durga idol was good. i thnk ths 1 wll get a prize.
thn we both had icecreams. mine was biggr thn his. thn came bk home to collect sumthnwe thn went to 24pally. sir made it ths time. superb it was! we talkd with sir thn went to didi. came home at 930pm

today is an imp day 4 me. coz frm the morn i hav been doin lots of household work tht i hav nver done b4. first i poured the dals (3-4 kinds) in their respectiv bottles. i dint waste a single grain. ma was quite satisfied. thn i sliced the amsottos which needed a lot of strenght and effort. my hands were painin after i had finished doin only a half of it. besides i had to keep an eye open 4 a cockroach which in the sink. it couldnt flee coz of the slpery srface of the sink. after i had complted doing ma's work, i noticed tht the disgustin insect had disappeard. i was simply panicked...i left the kitchen as fast as i could and went to patadidis. i realised tht she was makin sandwiches, chicken. i was jus thrilled! i grated two cheeses 4 her and oiled the breads. i was terribly hungry as i dint dine last night. i ate 3 huge ones. nobody ate as much as me. the taste was simply superb! patadidi and didi r the 2 best cooks of the world. keu dharekache ashe na!
thn i tried to rite the summary of meghnader mrityu. asombhov kotin. ma helpd me a bit. i calld babusona and askd him 2 stay at my house for 2morow is mahalaya. but he is so coward...i wllb stayin at his 2 night.

Plz click on it 2 read the Text

Lone

I hav to practice more...

Another one from my Paintings. this one is not up to the mark.i hav to draw more...

i finished the book 'the da vinci code' a month ago. fantastic! superb! thrilling! fatafati! i learnt many things about christ and vinci's paintings and... really interesting book. better than half-blood prince at least...
the above painting is called the last supper. it shows many things and carries a great secret. one can find clues in there!

New gof pics 

New Gof pics

Mixed

2day is janmastami. baba has invited so many people tht ma is worried where those people will sit. on krishna's birthday he is calling so many people but on MY birthday only 8 of my friends came after i pleaded for a week. well, 22nd was dada's jonmodin. one of his friends Mayukh ( i call him a maths genius coz he is absolutely fantastic in tht subj. he got 903 in his HS) was born on the same day. dada says tht after 30 to 40 years 22nd august will be a national holiday coz his mayukh was born on the day. he is really amazing!!

Maths prob

today was my maths xam. unlike my friends i was not at all tensed although everybody in the house was saying tht i had stomach upset due to tension. i dont know how it happened. but i'm 102% sure tht the reason bhind it was not tension.
my maths xam was..........well, ok. i wont say anymore and plz dont ask me. history is always ok. i hate tht subject, but the miracle is tht for the last few xams i am getting highest and second highest marks in it. maths is my favourite subject. dada keeps on saying tht maths is not 4 me bcoz i haent got abve 90 4 many days. my brains all becom dull during th xam. 2 day there was an absolutely ezy sum in the ques paper. i couldnt solve it. but later on when i was discussing with shatavisha i suddenly realised tht i can do it. i solved in a piece of paper it was correct. if only the answer came back to me once, i would correct tht some only, no others...... i promise...... honestly.
2morrow is janmastami. baba is going 2 do the pujo all by himself. he doesnt allow others 2 help him. i dont know why! here is another pic from my paintings hope u like. i did it using PAINT.

Trees procession 

paint

I just luv painting whether on paper or on computr. i am going to a new drawing sir for more than a year. he draws vry well. i learnt many new things frm him. i am learning drawing for 8 yrs.

best singers

hi! this is the pic of my best singer -- Shaan. his songs r absolutely cool! he is a bengali and his real name is shantonu mukherjee. the beng name doesnt suit him. some my best songs of his r-- woh ladki hai kahaan, gela sa yeh sama hain, dil ne tumkoo, dus bahane........ actualy i luv anything which he sings! he is also good-looking.
my another best singer is shreya ghosal. she a ........... well i cant find any adjectives. some of her best songs r ----- piyu bole, naam ada likna, orzu orzu durkut, saansein maddham hain. her list is also never-ending.

Tensed like the trio

My exams will start frm this tuesday. i am 101% sure tht i am going to fail. my prepation is worse than ever. so much to study and learn tht i really get confused with the definitions and functions of the diff things in l.sc and phy.sc. i am givin the IAIS exam on Maths andComputer. i dont know the syllabus. i am still watching movies and listening to music. well i am not going to basketball pracs nor to my music and drawing classes. ma is scolding me everyday for i am getting up at 7:30 am in the morn.
this photo is frm Gof. Hermione koto boro hoye geche!!

i have got gr8 pics of gof. to me hermione granger is more beautiful than fleur. but the most good looking handsome boy in the cast of gof is cedric diggory. rupert looks disgusting with his long hair.
my ambition just now is to kill snape and malfoy AND jkrowling. how can she kill dumbledore?? is she clearing harry's way to the battle with voldemort so tht harry can fight with voldemort like a hero without any support from anyone else?

elephanta 

J. k. rowling, the worst writer of all

Harry potter. thats the only thing tht had occupied my mind all these days. i planned to buy it with my money which i had saved from the pujas, birthdays etc etc. i pleaded my parents to buy it. but they said, "dam komuk tarpore kine debo." well yes indeed it costs almost 900 rupees. somehow, brimbi managed to get it from one of his friends, absolutely free!! on the day of my maths test as i returned from school disappointed for my poor performance, he annouced tht he had got the Half-blood prince. atfirst i couldnt believe my ears nor brimbi. but he showed it to me and i jumped almost a hundred feet with joy. i forgave myself instantly a for my bad maths test and wanted to finish the precious book at tht vry moment. i completed reading it in 6 hrs (vry slow) at first i thought tht it was the most mysterious and darkest book of alland considered it to be the best. gradually, i found out tht j.k rowling is the most wretched and worst writer of the whole world. everyone was betraying the goodside and joining the dark side. the worst thing is tht she killed dumbledore who was murderd by snape. dumbledore who trusted Snape so much, so vry much and lost his temper whenever anybody saidanything against severus, became his victim. how mean of him. even draco turned out to be a death-eater, 'fulfilling his master's job'. u know, i cried for 2mins while reading the last portion. i think anyone who supports harry potter and is a fan would weep there heart out to read the last few chapters. i will never read tht book again. its the worst book of all.

Enemies of harry 

reception in forest 

Pottermania!

Yesterday was July 16th 2005. I can feel a wave of xcitement and expectations Splashing all over my mind. It really has bcome a historical date. I am sure u all know why it is such an important thing. Well, if u r not sure about what I am talking about then u must be one of those Muggles who are devoid of all the magical happenings in the world and don’t like to enter the world of the Most famous witches and wizards.
If u r one of the pottermaniacs then u r most welcome here. U must be aware of the fact tht there is still a thousand of people on this earth who doesn’t support Magic at all. These down-2-earth non-imaginative muggles r jealous when they see children and adult harry fans reading the books and flying into the glorious adventurous world of J. k rowling’s magnificent creations. Creations?? I don’t think tht anyone( potter fans) will disagree with me if I say tht Harry, Ron Hermione Do exist among us; if I say there IS hogwarts in london. We people cant go there bcoz of the ridiculous fact tht we r muggles. I hate myself whenever this fact flashes on my mind.
So lets come back to the main topic which is HARRY POTTER. 2day in the morning, u know which was the thing I wanted to do more even b4 brushing my teeth. I just wanted 2 read the harry potter articles which have been splashed on the frontpages of all the newspaper tht r delivered to our house early in the morning. As I am a late-riser on holidays, I get the opportunity 2 read the paper after quite a long time. There were lots of news about the release. J.k rowling did make us wait 4 a very long time. 2 yrs since the ootp. Last time I bought the book the vry nxt day of its release. This time my parents didn’t give me permission 2 buy it. My parents r bhave like uncle vernon and petunia whenevr I mention this topic in front of them. They don’t support these ‘rubbish cock and bull stories with no meaning at all.’ Their Obvious Dialoge is “ Hiya, keep in mind tht u r 13yrs old. R u not aged enough not 2 blieve all this. Don’t u confine ur reading within the narrow boundaries of Harry potter. There r so many other famous books written by Saratchandra, rabindranath, bankimchandra etc etc 2 read. I wont buy u a hp book with Rs895. It’s an absolute wastage of money…………” See guys these grown-ups think tht using ur imagination is the biggest crime. U’ll always have to keep ur feet on the ground and cant ride on a firebolt ( a comet two sixty is also ok) with the trio and have ur lessons by Mc Gonagall or even with Snape, leave alone Professor lupin. Who do u think will b the Defence against the dark arts teacher this year. I Vote Lupin. According 2 me, harry and all of u I hope, lupin is the best teacher of all.

part of my journal

hi
i went to duars a few days ago. i enjoyed the trip vry much. here is a part of my journal. hope u like it ...

28th May, 2005

Departed from sealdah station at 1:40 pm. Name of train – tista torsa.

29th May, 2005

8:40 am – we reached Koch bihar station. 8:45am we started our journey by two tata sumos. We arrived at kumkum aunty’s sister’s house. We cooled down ourselves here. Great house. It was like an ac. Then we resumed our journey to jayanti. We reached a bungalow called abokash in the duars jungle. It had a great garden with bright blooming flowers. We went to an almost dry river to bathe. It had many noories and pathars which pricked our foot as we walked on them. It had very little water and so we sat in it. After half an hour or so we returned to abokash. It had very dirty bathrooms. In the first floor it had a huge beehive. It had a wooden staircase. Others who shared the rooms with us were a variety of insects. We used to scream our heart out whenever a big buzzing one approached us. Abokash had no electricity. The lanterns were our only source of light. We ate our lunch at almost 5pm. Buroda and I went for stroll. A leech attacked me. I was their first prey. I found it before it did anything. Then buroda told us ghost stories upto 8pm. At night I slept with bunkudi, ashimamami, purnimapishi. I had a sound sleep.

30th May, 2005

In the morning, we woke up at 6pm. Having a superb breakfast (ruti and alur torkari) we started towards a lake. We travelled through dense forests. The scenic beauty simply startled us. Then at a place we had to stop from where we began our trekking. Dwijeshmama was attacked by a leech. I was shocked to see the way it sucked blood. After climbing a steep way through the jungle we reached a lake. We saw two tortoises drinking water. We took photos of them. Then I tilakmama, tushi, bandi (bandhuli), Tia, putu, hirumama, went upwards. I took a photo from the top. Then I, tilakmama, abhijitmama, tushi, and bandi came downwards by ‘chorabatoras’ while others went by cars. After walking almost for 2km we reached the main road. But we couldn’t find the cars nor the way towards to our bungalow. We waited for some minutes and then continued our journey by the way I guessed. After walkinf another half an hour we saw the cars coming behind us. We had almost made it to the bungalow when the sumos found us!! I expected many scolding since we had made them anxious for us. But they did not.

My first post

hi my name is Hiya! i havejust created my blog! i am a big potter fan. so, i will keep on posting superb pics of harry and co. i will publish other things such as the photos of my duars trip. ok bye for now