Thursday, June 17, 2010

i have no friends. i m getting used to it. i have stopped sharing with them. noone cares. why should i? thats why i always prefer to go to places alone. my mother tells me to take friends along with me but i refuse. whats the point of being with them? they never ask me once about myself. they go on talking about themselves and their world. i listen. they find a good listener in me. thats it. but when i m alone, i listen to myself.
i dont even feel sad nowadays.
there r some people whom i luv very much. most of them donot luv me that much but i do. they scold me, criticise me, make fun of me, hurt me but i still luv them.
i love mathematics for another reason. it makes me forget everything. it takes me to another world away from emotions and bias. pure logic. i love it.

if i were stronger...

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