i have learnt a new thing in the past few months. one moment, u want a thing badly and think that u will be happy if and only if u get that particular thing. u would want just that and nothing else. at the next moment, ur vision gets changed and u start wanting something else which previously u never considered. i have a bad habit of attaching myself to things so much that i start thinking like above. then i come to know about more facts and think more logically and find that what i wanted wasn't worth it. of course these realisations are influenced by the people around me because i know too little about the world. but when the ppl whom i trust differ in their opinions, i get in a real fix. what to do now? i judge myself but i get confused about what exactly i want. i think that's the main problem. its not very clear to me what i want. when i start wanting too many things, none of them get top priority coz i find myself telling, if i don't get this i have other options too. this way is partly right but if i don't fix my target, it becomes difficult to work hard to achieve it. i have some narrow-mindedness and prejudices and many a time i block myself towards the truth. i m too much biased at times.
i hope these times of confusion and trouble are over soon and that i take the best step forward.