i am such a lazy butt....
i see very weird dreams every night. they make me neither happy nor sad. my mother finds it strange that i remember every dream but the fact is that i do. sammy told me the process of dreams and how we remember them. sammy is a doc.
when are these selection lists going to be declared...nischinte porte parchina. i dont think i will get chance in the presidency coz there are only 20 seats for stats including the various quotas and the exam did not go well. ju will be a tough fight coz many very good students with high marks in physics chem apply to ju even if they r ultimately going to study engineering. the engg counseling is yet to happen. everything is messed up.
i have to decide so many things at the same time. since i m going to sit for iit and isi and cmi again next year i have to prepare for them, especially iit, from the start. now the probability that i wont have chemistry and physics as my pass subjects is more. so i have to study 2 extra subjects along with the huge honours syllabus and the pass subjects. now the college matters too and what i m going to take for honours will affect my post graduation. u cant do mstat if u r a mathshons. and mmath has got very few seats.
whenever i think abt these things i feel really tensed, i wish i could see the future.
why didnt i have affinity for engg? things would have been so easier to decide....
anyway, gotta go. lots to do. did u see the volume of the tmh?

by the way, i was reading abstract algebra, i have just started with groups and symmetry. really cool stuff!