i m feeling low. like a fish out of water. cant find the right thing to make myself happy. results maybe? or the end of this monotony...but gatherings, friends, laughing-out-loud-at-jokes...these donot attract me at all. i m stuck. cant break free. but time is running away. i think i need to go out of station for a few days. i really need a break. off to somewhere peaceful.
i have stopped singing, painting, photographing...
this is sooooooooo suffocating.